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  <title>They Grow An Awful Lot of Coffee in Brazil</title>
  <subtitle>I Hope To Never Go There</subtitle>
  <author>
    <name>Cait</name>
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  <updated>2008-06-09T17:10:36Z</updated>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:an_awful_lot:3830</id>
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    <title>negative space</title>
    <published>2008-06-09T17:10:36Z</published>
    <updated>2008-06-09T17:10:36Z</updated>
    <content type="html">a wind &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;blows&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It churns and stumbles&lt;br /&gt;through the sea&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;gulls&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;scream&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;their voices scatter&lt;br /&gt;over concrete&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the &lt;br /&gt;sea&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;is&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;s&gt;t&lt;/s&gt;here</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:an_awful_lot:3515</id>
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    <title>sea fares</title>
    <published>2008-05-28T06:17:53Z</published>
    <updated>2008-05-28T06:18:35Z</updated>
    <content type="html">oh what a day in mary land&lt;br /&gt;in a place admired by royalty&lt;br /&gt;where a good and honest woman&lt;br /&gt;said she lived beside the sea&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh what a night in mary land&lt;br /&gt;amuck in all sorts a'cruelty&lt;br /&gt;i do not hear the waves&lt;br /&gt;though the sea lives by me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a'proper time's a proper time&lt;br /&gt;i propped you up and called you nine&lt;br /&gt;times on your mobile phone&lt;br /&gt;what days are here! what days have come!&lt;br /&gt;a bridge that leads us nowhere and none&lt;br /&gt;who befall me will say where it is&lt;br /&gt;i rambled far too far, far too much&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but what a day in mary land&lt;br /&gt;just shut up and let it be&lt;br /&gt;no time for poetics&lt;br /&gt;just leave the sea fucking be</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:an_awful_lot:3165</id>
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    <title>scissortailed</title>
    <published>2008-05-21T23:26:14Z</published>
    <updated>2008-05-21T23:26:14Z</updated>
    <content type="html">faces look tired, too tired to be&lt;br /&gt;the faces they were way back when&lt;br /&gt;we were plotting our escape&lt;br /&gt;you were going to fly&lt;br /&gt;give blankets to people in the sky&lt;br /&gt;but a weighted womb anchored you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we were going to get enough money&lt;br /&gt;to buy every magazine &lt;br /&gt;unfettered, we'd be together&lt;br /&gt;but a long distance conversation&lt;br /&gt;convinces no one that we&lt;br /&gt;are like each other anymore&lt;br /&gt;or, that we care&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;only one of us got on a plane&lt;br /&gt;it flew faster than&lt;br /&gt;a love that perseveres&lt;br /&gt;stale nostalgia is all&lt;br /&gt;that's left</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:an_awful_lot:2990</id>
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    <title>S'il vous plaît.</title>
    <published>2008-04-30T03:04:41Z</published>
    <updated>2008-04-30T03:04:41Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;i&gt;Excusez-moi. Excuse me.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sudden, it seemed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Parlez-vous anglais? Do you speak English?&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You appeared to me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Excusez mon français. Excuse my poor French.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I was stumbling.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Ça ne fait rien. That's all right. &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A hand and a hand.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Ça me rend nerveuse de parler français. I get nervous when I speak French. &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two feet and arms too.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Je comprends parfaitement bien. I understand perfectly.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You caught me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Je vous en prie. You're welcome.&lt;/i&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:an_awful_lot:2608</id>
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    <title>Saint Matthew</title>
    <published>2007-12-22T08:29:26Z</published>
    <updated>2007-12-22T08:29:26Z</updated>
    <content type="html">He was awash in light&lt;br /&gt;He asked forgiveness&lt;br /&gt;He was sincere&lt;br /&gt;Or so I thought.&lt;br /&gt;He lead me to a chapel&lt;br /&gt;And told me to kneel and pray&lt;br /&gt;He should know about me&lt;br /&gt;I don't do those things.&lt;br /&gt;The light was quickly fading&lt;br /&gt;The Saint banished me.&lt;br /&gt;For shame, for honesty&lt;br /&gt;From afar I saw&lt;br /&gt;What a pitiful deity&lt;br /&gt;No one worships him&lt;br /&gt;unless he's in their proximity.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:an_awful_lot:2415</id>
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    <title>Dedicated to a Very Good Friend of Mine</title>
    <published>2007-12-22T08:14:57Z</published>
    <updated>2007-12-22T08:14:57Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I see a soldier on the battlefield. It is a scene I know very well. She is battered, weathered, and worn. A line etched into her forehead tells me of the battles she has fought. There is a war, a never-ending one. It is senseless, violent, and terribly brutal, but it doesn’t stop the soldier from returning to it every day. She commands troops who do not care and do not listen. They laugh, they gather, and they fire their cannons at her face. Her ears ring, her head feels heavy, and she falls. On the ground, amongst the fallen bodies, she wants to be content. She wants to be ignorant, compliant, and diligent. Looking over her shoulder, she sees a hundred or more successful soldiers. She reaches up to her face, cold fingertips touching hot skin. No blood, no injury, no death to free her. She stands up, steps over her comrades, and directs her troops again.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:an_awful_lot:2136</id>
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    <title>I For One Would Like To Say...</title>
    <published>2007-06-06T07:06:01Z</published>
    <updated>2007-06-06T07:07:45Z</updated>
    <content type="html">The Duchess will have none of this. Keep your bread, your hands, and most importantly, your self-capitulation to yourselves. I have to drink some chamomile tea and ponder about the bleakness of life and the awful, awful colors the roses have turned this season.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:an_awful_lot:1848</id>
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    <title>Laughter on a platter.</title>
    <published>2006-05-14T00:27:19Z</published>
    <updated>2007-12-14T01:58:02Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Her laugh is like beef stew. Hearty, bold, thick. Its warming aroma reaches me far from where it's brewing. Sometimes I enjoy it, though there are still times where I pine for the cucumber crunching chortle of a girl long ago. Like iceberg lettuce, still dewy, with sweet, round tomatoes bouncing like buoys on top. And then there was the dangerous tartness of a lime lined throat. It was a sly, sour laugh that led to the eventual bitterness of rind. Her opposite, the one with the toffee topped guffaw, a severely saccharine delight that could make one ill after an hour. My own laugh I liken to scrambled eggs. Fluffed, yet heavy, quick to come, yet no one craves a second batch. Hardly alone, but grouped with the sweet, the tart, the crisp, and hearty and bitter.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:an_awful_lot:1544</id>
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    <title>Mop.</title>
    <published>2006-03-27T21:23:45Z</published>
    <updated>2007-12-14T01:58:54Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Obedient tendrils of blue&lt;br /&gt;swing to here, to there&lt;br /&gt;wherever I move,&lt;br /&gt;their loyalty falters not&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;More than anything&lt;br /&gt;I want to drop you,&lt;br /&gt;I want to run&lt;br /&gt;until my pounding chest&lt;br /&gt;makes me fall to the ground&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There are others&lt;br /&gt;who would cherish you&lt;br /&gt;more than I&lt;br /&gt;Do not cling to me&lt;br /&gt;my faithful friend-who-is-not</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:an_awful_lot:1325</id>
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    <title>An Owl in Snow</title>
    <published>2006-03-13T17:43:33Z</published>
    <updated>2007-12-14T01:59:16Z</updated>
    <content type="html">My little Blitzkreig&lt;br /&gt;bundled up in my dirt-covered sleeves&lt;br /&gt;pulling on my oily sheets&lt;br /&gt;tu-whit tu-whoo&lt;br /&gt;my melon head swells with love&lt;br /&gt;and I wish you would just &lt;br /&gt;smash it</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:an_awful_lot:1098</id>
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    <title>a murder of crows</title>
    <published>2006-03-09T03:42:00Z</published>
    <updated>2007-12-14T01:57:34Z</updated>
    <content type="html">a tree bare from Winter's sleep&lt;br /&gt;finds leaves from a migrating flock&lt;br /&gt;it's a colorless Spring for a moment&lt;br /&gt;a short black-and-white Fall when they fly</content>
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